Saturday, December 24, 2005
continue from today morning onewah den later NOBOD TO GO OUT WIF
VERY CHAM!
except charm i was callin the whole world
like fuck sia...
den later finally 3 smtink tat bloody pig would wake up
den later change change
den go liaos..
de bus ride was like so fast
den later haflway charmain tat asshole
i stil at my bus stop
den later i at cine bus stop wait for her
den we go far east straight away
den go dare shop shop nth
first tink is eat
den later she buy arshu n ju present
den later i finally bought my tube dress
yayness!budden like abit the loose
den later walk walk
we saw felicia..
den later charmain went ki siao
i dunno
but shes mad
den yay i finally bought stamps
can start to send le..
maha though too late EH
AT LEAST I GOT SEND RITE?
dam it i feel like im tokin to myself
haha..anyways den afta tat take bus go arshu hse
b4 tat bought dunno wat cheese tofu n taiwan sausage
tofu like fishball
so beautiful
den buy soursop juice den we go bus
wah so shiok nobod one
den later start to zi lian
den coz the chair tat i sit infront
the bar bend until like wanna cum out like tat
den later charmain pluck out the whole freakin tink
den later i go n take picture..
afta tat batt left one i go n tok to her
haha..charmain dun drop a tear for my post anymore
coz i dunno how many more are dare to drop for
den later go arshu hse..
watch tv den help charmain cut hair
so fun den in the end no choice
haf no vacuum the floor
den i take bus go home
i tot no bus scare me sia!
heng heng..den later yup i arrived at home
haiz..heaven like playin trick on me
bring him so close now so far
so far even when i wanna hear his voice oso cannot
hais mayb tis my retribution for taking the wallet
if tats the case i wish i neva had taken the wallet
last time i like to say pple too bad lahs
now lehs my turn to too bad
i neva tot tat sad songs are meant for me
until tis tink happened to me
suo yi became my favourite song
xiao fu qi is like out now
no more happy songs for me
i lose him= happy is bullshit
i wil neva trust the words i wil neva break wif u
neva ever again
ya mayb tats my punishment
for not forgiving steph
ya my selfishness has caused every tink
tis yr christmas is disatereous
today is my day i say i wil forget him
i doubt so..
i tink i need more den tat
im scared now
i really dunno how to continue my life
i haf hang on one week
3 days i spend wifout cryin
wat is haha even ?
i dunno..
all the letters of promise n hopes
ALL FAKE!
but all i can do now..
is to tel myself
wo hui hao
hen hao hen hao de
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ACCEPTANCE 1:27 AM
